You ask me why it’s so easy to walk away… for the duration of our dalliance into forbidden waters, I’ve cried and cried, praying you’d change, holding onto faith that one day we’d be better. Eventually I stopped trying to change YOU and decided to change me. I stopped asking for you to be a better spouse and asked for strength to walk out of your house and close the door behind me. It was never easy. I’ve stood before the door with my bags packed so many times and just couldn’t twist the knob. I had to build myself up to this point… and now that I’m here I will never turn back.